life

Today I find myself once again staring at the awesome sunrise that you have created and I am reminded of how great and majestic you are! Every little thing in this earth has been put in place by your mighty hands. I look down and I see a blade of grass swaying in the wind it looks in place and I think of how caring you are to the small details of every thing in this world. I look up and I see waves hitting the rocks of the headland, water spraying up into the air with such force, through this I see how mighty and strong you are. I look up into the sky and my eyes are blessed with an indescribable scene, your sunrise, so many colors coming together to make a beautiful scene. When I see this I think of how majestic and beautiful you are. I look straight ahead and I see the sun, so big and so bright that my eyes struggle to stay focused on its powerful light but for some reason I am drawn to its beauty. Then it strikes me that I must be the same as the sun a powerful light that no one can escape, the light of Jesus Christ! I look to my left and then to my right and I see your sons and your daughters lost to the things of this world and I pray and I fall to your mighty feet and ask you, break my heart like you have never every done before. Break it so bad that it hurts so much that I cant and will not be able to walk away from your lost and hurting sons and daughters without telling them of the most beautiful and loving savior that u are. I come to you as a man who is weak and pathetic but am a man who knows that his short comings in life are met with the grace of his savior, and through this I can be more than a conquer in everything that this world throws at me. I think of the love that u have for me and am struck by it cause it will go to the ends of the world but will also be so interment that I can be loved as your own son. Through that love I can come to you with anything and know that this love will cover all my shame, sadness and guilt. Every day I pray that u would remind me why I am on this earth and why I choose to walk in the things that you have giving to me. Lord you are everything to me and I am honored to be in the army of the lord fighting so that the lost may come home!